CHRIST

 

Messages to Awakening Humanity

 

 Book 2 Life Story

 

This book is written down by Yelena Novosvit through the gift of clairaudience

in the state of deep faith, prayer, and reverence for the Teacher.
The book is being translated from Russian by Yelena Vesna.

 

 

“I am the one who is designated by the signature. I am Christ. I work with the Creator and, in your language, I am His right hand, and therefore, I am a son of God, as you understand it. I am speaking with you in the first person. I am talking about myself. I am trying as mildly as possible to explain to you a true picture of what had been happening. I repeat again: I am talking about myself and in the first person. In what person were the multivolume books, known to you, written? And who can tell, retell, explain for certain – he, who went through it himself and keeps it in his memory, or those who compile texts bearing in mind the guidelines and the changes that they need?”


Teacher Christ

Let me begin my talk about myself, perhaps, with birth. As it is known, I was born in Galilee, in Nazareth. I was considered to be a son of the carpenter, my mother – Mary. I was born, as you would have it, on the fifth of March, the year can be designated for you clearly – six years before Christmas, or before the new era.

 

I grew healthy, strong, and sound, but there was something in my development that marked me out among all children. It was, first of all, my conscious understanding of the world. Since childhood in me there had been immanent thirst for knowledge, and it was instantly satisfied, for I felt, that I heard answers to my questions. The answers were simple, but to the utmost satisfied my curiosity and gave me necessary knowledge of what was happening around. In the beginning only those questions had interested me. Afterwards I began to think about many others and one of the main questions worrying me was the question of my dissimilarity to other children.

 

I had felt my detachment since childhood. I felt that my consciousness worked differently, that my aspirations to knowledge surpassed the interests of a little child. I reflected on many things, I detached myself from people, from my peers, I sought after solitude. There, in magnificent gardens, among blossomed trees and all the living beings that were enjoying their existence, I was knowing the world. I asked my questions and heard the answers, and for me that was the pastime I aspired to. I was knowing the world through contemplation, through the communion with the Father, with the Highest Cosmic Entity – the Creator of the Universe.

 

I saw I lived my life differently and asked my mother numerous questions. In the beginning she only silently smiled and kissed me on the forehead. But afterwards my persevering requests softened her obstinacy and she started to speak. She explained to me that Joseph was not my blood father, that my Father was in Heaven, He was God, and I resembled Him. Indeed, I felt distinction in appearance. All children had common appearance, swarthy skin, thick wiry hair, and dark eyes, and I was different.

 

My eyes were of the color of the sky, but somewhat different, for my mother had similar eyes and hair, but nevertheless the distinction was obvious, and it is difficult for me to explain. The color of the eyes was different, it was the saturated color with a violet shade, and I was fair-haired and in infancy my hair had such a bleached shade that seemed to be entirely white. Yes, it happens, but in that region, in that area, such people were few and far between and most of them were red-haired or ginger. And all these differences raised the questions in me, and I aspired to receive the answers to them.

 

 My school of knowing the world had lasted for some years, but that was enough to show a teacher (to whom my parents sent me) the pieces of knowledge that exceeded those of his. The parents were suggested to show me to the wise men practicing the Talmud and the Torah, and bind me to them to study. And it happened, but my Father Whom I heard had taught me, and it was His great gift, to enter the information field, and our lessons were built on their full interest in receiving the answers to their questions.

 

I got felt I had something that surprised all people. And that was my ability to catch the pieces knowledge and the way they were expounded, and my memory could remember everything once told. I did not write, I did not keep records, notes, but I remembered everything. I knew what was written down and where, and who was saying and what. I noticed, it was beyond the reach of many people, beyond their comprehension, and therefore I was treated differently than the others.

 

Yes, for me the period of childhood was a serious school of knowing and becoming aware of everything. Thanks to my detachment and dissimilarity, I managed to become closer to the Father, learned to hear what He was saying to me, managed to enter into communion with nature and feel my unity with it.

 

I had known much, and in eighteen I could interpret the Scriptures, could write correctly, count, I knew all prophets, much about the world and boundless worlds. I shared the knowledge with others, with those who wished to listen, but it happened that it was not to wise men’s liking, for my age confused them and everything made them suspicious. I had to leave them, and I left.

 

In the beginning I was at Esseys'. They gave me much, for I was close to them. Their worship and reverence of the Father and Invisible Forces were close to me. Their rituals connected with the sun in which they saw the Father remained in my heart forever. I loved them, they gave me much. I lacked their conscious reverence of Heavenly Forces coming through the heart. With them the love for the Father, Who I heard, came to me. I had been with them a couple of years, and afterwards I heard the decision of the Father to go and search for knowledge around the world. And I had gone. I was heading northeast. I was going various ways, where on foot, where joining a caravan, where also astride and on a vehicle. I had happened to know everything. I went to learn the world, I had to know it.

 

I found myself in India, and that wonderful area charmed me. Mountains, the sky, blossomed valleys, the sea – all differed from my native land. It was a marvelous garden, an oasis which I saw as paradise. In the beginning I felt rejoicing, everything seemed to me a miracle, but afterwards, when I entered into communication with the people, I began to feel many things unacceptable for me and my soul. That division of people into groups, into castes. Extolling some people before others. And I decided to know that world, to know what had led them to that, for what reason they had decided to implement so rude laws. In place of paradise, in Garden of Eden I saw hell. That made me think about many things and enter into communication with those who were considered wise men. And I succeeded. I learned the language, their morals, their customs, and traditions.

 

It was a new world, different from that where I had grown, but it is the world of Earth, and all peoples exist here as in a common home, one home if to look at everything from a cosmic scale. I always thought and now think that Earth is a common home for all living beings, and those who live together can not, should not be in disagreement, for you have all things in common. And your life is going at one life moment. It is necessary to think about it and accept unity of all people as those who live side by side. You breathe one and the same air, drink the same water, and accept the same gifts of Earth as the Mothers. What are discords, discriminations, and small grievances for? You are one organism on the Mother-Earth body. And therefore I have decided to make everything possible to deliver you from distortions and delusions and lead you on the right Road – the true awareness of God – the road leading to the Creator.

 

Teacher Christ

September 17, 2001

 

 

Today I will talk of that period when I happened to know and see a lot, when I was wandering. And due to that I was growing in wisdom and learning (comprehending) the bases of the world. I got twelve years to get aware of the integral picture of the world. And that was not in vain, for I met many of those who were keeping the knowledge about the world. I had amazing teachers I listened to, they gave me much.

 

I previously told about the Initiate, the Keeper of the sacred knowledge – Vinyasu, as I called him; his full name was Vinakhve Abbas. That wonderful teacher gave me a lot, and our relations were built on the respect and love. I loved him. He was a submissive and honorable old man. When we met, he was over sixty, or even older, for he did not remember the exact date of his birth.

 

He was grey-haired, had high forehead, beautiful and noble features. His eyes looked straight into a soul. He could see inward essence of a soul. He knew about emanations from a field. He knew a lot about those matters that at that time were inaccessible for people to understand, for he was granted the initiation by the Highest Forces and had a contact with the Spiritual World. He was a conductor for the knowledge that at that time was necessary for the world, for a living flow always came from Cosmos onto Earth.

 

And there always were and now there are many of those who are communicating with the worlds, but the most important thing, indeed, is to look into who you are entering into communication with. Who is taking to you? Who is teaching you?

 

And thus in the beginning I observed and learned the language, and afterwards I saw my teacher had vast knowledge flowing from pure Source. I do not doubt that he – Vinyasu – was sent to me by the Father, since he managed to systematize the knowledge I had, managed to build the integral picture of the world and immense worlds. He initiated me into many secrets he had not opened to no one before. He believed in me, believed that I was the pupil he had been waiting for entire life, and he believed the time would come for him to give away all he accumulated.

 

Yes, we became very close. We felt the closeness that gave birth to confidence in each other. I took care of him, did all domestic chores, cleaned and washed everything in the house we lived together in. And that house, or it is better to say a cabin, was near a temple. People gathered there and all they wished to listen what he was telling them.

 

He possessed the great power of speaking in such a way that made people listen to him and stand charmed. And everyone who heard him remembered that forever. His manner of speaking was calm, the voice was quiet, but having started speaking or having heard only the first sound, no one could leave.   

 

For me those minutes were surprising, for I was contemplating a true miracle. The lean and swarthy old man with his quiet voice made even birds keep silence, for he was prophesying the Truth. He spoke of God, of Absolute, of Earth’s creation, and distant worlds. He spoke of true human values. He spoke of the Laws of Cosmos and the Laws of Earth. He spoke of life’s essence.

 

Yes, there were things for me to learn. I learned tranquility, the balance of all feelings. I learned to fell my unity with the Creator in more integral way. I learned truly and correctly to impart knowledge through the image-bearing (figurative) perception of the world, through analogies. He showed me that the explanation of complex notions became the most accusable through everyday stories or parables. And namely they make the sense of what a speaker wants to say more comprehensible. And that, certainly, could not but reflect in me. I saw with my own eyes what the results were.

 

Many people embalmed (preserved) in their souls the memory of those sermons for the rest of their life, for everything was simple but unforgettable. So did I. I had been storing in my soul the image of that Great Spirit, Great Initiate, and Great Teacher.

 

I had lived with him till his decease. And he passed away quietly and easily. I closed his eyes. But he was dwelling in my memory alive. And afterwards he often came to me in Spirit. And I communicated with him after his departure into another world. He was my spiritual guide, adviser in everything. He promised me to be with me forever, and he fulfilled his promise.

 

I had been storing his image in my soul with great gratitude for those gifts I had been granted. And one of those gifts was the gift of prevision. I could see ahead. My teacher was enabling that. He gave me knowledge unknown to you, for it can be granted only to those who have another level of consciousness, who do not use what they have heard to the detriment of the living, who have only pure thoughts and do not crave for fame and wealth. And there are few of them.

 

The life of a human being is conditioned by many criteria that are imperfect, hence all ideals are distorted. Who knows what they are here for? Who truly seek for knowledge? Who knows the true value of life? And who fulfils all true commandments?

 

Yes, very few. And I will tell there are too few of those whose hearts are pure, who love God, who have true faith and love. And now all my service is for you, for this purpose. I want your souls to wake up, your memory to be opened so you can see the deepest essence. I want this for you and I wish you this.     

 

Don’t be afraid of knowing the new. It’s coming for you and to you. Our new flow is entering into the bounders of your mind. It will renew and purify a soul. It will give peace and self-reliance. The hope will come into your souls to give you love. And let the world get on the move. And let the spark kindle a heart flame. Let peace and unity be in the whole world. And let a new world be in real life, not just imagined!

 

I am Christ. And I was given this name by people for my deeds. And therefore I tell this name to you, for only I have this right.

 

Teacher Christ

September 24, 2001

 

 

After the decease of Vinyasu – my teacher, very near and dear to me – I had to leave, and I headed east. I reached Tibet and there one hermit captured my attention. He was living in a Buddhist monastery but not permanently, most of the time (a bigger part of a year) he spent in solitude in the mountains. He lived there as a hermit and there I met him. He was benevolent to me, I won his favour. He gave me shelter in his cave. And there I had an occasion to know much and see a lot.

 

That was a wonderful place, severe nature, no riot of colour, but all outlines of the mountains were telling me that the place was unordinary. There was an opportunity for pure contact with the world of Spirits. The hermit showed me that in that place he received pure answers to his questions. And there he obtained the knowledge that empowered him to heal people with the help of energies.       

 

He saw an energy field and had the ability to concentrate energy by thought and make it work in the right direction. That was a great science, secret knowledge once known to earthlings but then lost, the knowledge that permitted to use the world of energies for earthlings good.    

 

That old man-hermit allowed me to stay with him. He taught me and I humbly listened to him, for he unveiled many mysteries for me and opened many recipes of healing he had found. He was a well-know man around (in the circle). When he returned into the monastery, crowds of parishioners hurried to see him. And all they looked to him for a piece of advice and ailments healing.

 

And when the time came for him to return, I went with him. He took me to the Buddhist monastery where I stayed. There I learned the bases of that teaching. I met there many amazing people who gave a lot to me. I saw another life that differed from the life I observed before. That stern, ascetic life among the same (identical) nature, but the morals and customs of that land were not so categorical.

 

People in rigorous conditions were struggling to survive and learned to value any life manifestation. Certainly, it was far from high spiritual morality, but nevertheless there was certain harmony in relationships, there were no neglect and oppression of a human being.

 

I lived in a tiny room devoid of furniture and the necessaries of life. I slept on bare floor but I was grateful even for that shelter, for there came the rigorous time, the cold, rains and winds. I was there at the level of those who were studying the primary foundations, since everything was for the first time for me.   

 

Yes, the life in the monastery was severe. We got up long before the sunrise and at first conducted a ceremony, or a ritual of service, lasting for a long time. And afterwards we did some work and had light breakfast consisted of a hot drink. And after that we learned the language and studied ancient manuscripts, philosophy and how to correctly express thoughts. And afterwards – short rest and then again the gong was calling for the ceremony in Buddha’s honor. And thus – day after day.

 

Studying the sciences and obtaining new knowledge are given only through hard work and diligence. I had a strong aspiration to know everything. And my persistence in aim achieving had a result – I leaned a lot, obtained quite much. Life was revealing for my in all its variety. I had known a lot, I leaned the language, the history of Buddhism, its foundations. I got to know the ancient art of healing through energies and Nature Forces.

 

The time of my studies was for my own good, and when the summer came I left the monastery with grateful thanks. I headed further east. I wanted to see the whole Buddhist world. I was quite interested in it. I gained experience in everything. But I always remembered, often recalled that land and its sever nature. There everyone could bring themselves up. The mountains, the sky, and a monotonous voice – all teachers that I listened to.

 

Knowing the world – it comes through aspiration. It comes to those who work a lot through knowing their soul and many deprivations. Those who obtained all without work tell lies.

 

I wish you new cognition, wish you to recognize me, and here is the essence, and new awareness will open its gateways for you. I want you gradually, grain by grain, to gain what I would like to give you. And let your life be filled with particles of knowing, and herein I see the service’s main core (the main essence of the service).

 

Teacher Christ

October 1, 2001

 

 

I left Tibet and headed further east. The distant lands drew my attention, the desire to know and see many nations, their ways of life, their history and customs. All was arousing the interest and I hurried to satisfy it.

 

So, I moved forward. At first I walked through mountains and had the luck to find wayfarers. They made the crossing, and among them there was the guide who knew by heart all mountain paths and roads. He led us. And I should say the crossing was not easy. The road was very rough but, in the words of our guide, the shortest. And afterwards the people I traveled with rendered me a service – they helped me find dwelling, provide shelter.

 

And I remembered that road, that journey as one of the strong trials I happened to undergo. That was a trial of courage and will, since that road was for those who overcame the fear. Peculiar air, that was discharged, specific scent, the taste of food – everything was surprising and unusual. I had no special opportunity to observe natural phenomena, since we were walking fast, very fast, and I did not dare to lag behind. But yet I memorized peculiar contrasts of sky and earth. And there that distinction was obvious – the shining in the sky of amazingly saturated colour and very severe, dark view of the earth.

 

We spent all nights in those caves that our guide knew and in the daytime we walked with heavy load without stopping. I helped them. And finally we went out of highland and see a settlement that was quite different from those ones I saw in Tibet. The people were alike but of a different type, hospitable, but that was another language, a different dialect, which caused some difficulties in communication. But yet I memorized those people who were hard-working like bees. I stayed with them not for a long time and moved further again. There I was walking through green valleys, small mountains, and towns. And everywhere I made a stop, I got acquainted with an unknown world. Of course, I wanted to see wise men, teachers. And I met them.

 

I had an occasion to see many well-known at that time wise men-philosophers. They gave a lot to me. Their world-view was sort of different (of a different trend) but there was wisdom in it. And all their knowledge was wonderfully systemized. Their world was deep, profound, but the feelings of the Creator were different as if from far away and not from heart. But they had certain feeling that there was One Reason Who created and arranged everything. And I felt that in our talks.

 

 Those people, of course, venerated Buddha as the Divine Principle (the Supreme Source). In every settlement, not to mention towns, I saw stupas and multicolored cloths played up and down by a wind. And every stupa had many worshippers who were spending most of their time there being detached from the world. The state of meditation and detachment from the world was familiar to everybody who lived there. But there were those who were spending in that state most of their time hoping to attain nirvana.

 

I was watching them and studying, and the state of meditation was close to me. But that state I used for the silent communication (communion) with the Father. In that state He was close to me and I felt my connection with Him. I asked Him for advice and heard the answer coming straight into my heart and telling me a lot.

 

I was learning the bases of the Tao and, having comprehended all its essence, I moved onward again. And I was going to Japan. I’d heard a lot about it. I dreamed of seeing it and I fulfilled the dream. I sailed across the sea thanks to the peculiar group of pilgrims who were hurrying to reach home and accepted me as a brother.

 

All my travels revealed a lot for me. They opened for me a different vision, expanded my outlook. They enabled me to contemplate a lot about the world, about the variety of its gifts.

 

All ancient sciences and knowledge – all this is not in vain here, and all this has its aim. And this aim is to raise one’s consciousness so one can leave this world being much higher then when one has come now.

 

All wise and pure deserves esteem. It came here as Sky’s gift. And herein is a way – do not reject anything if you see knowledge in it, extract the grains of essence.

 

I have decided to retell about myself only for you to understand how I was living my earthly life, how I was traveling and wandering, and how I acquired great (vast) knowledge.

 

Teacher Christ

October 4, 2001

 

 

So we crossed the sea and I found myself in Japan that had an amazing impact on me. There everything was calm, harmonious. The life was flowing slowly and according to its laws. Those people were of amazing disposition, affable, and hospitable. I was a foreigner for them whom they treated kindly.

 

They were notable for the particular warm-heartedness inherent only in that nation. I was observing their way of life and studying their (behavior) manners, moral standards. I visited all known at that time places that were revered as sacred (holy), all elevations (heights), stupas, and temples.  

 

I memorized one of those places most of all, for that was the place where I was feeling amazing power, a wholesome (beneficial) flow of energy. That mountain or elevation is known to you as Fujiyama. There I saw a place of power, a place of concentration of cosmic energy flowing from the Creator. In that flow I was in a particular (special) state. There a lot of things about the world of Earth and cosmic worlds were revealed to me.

 

It is an amazing process of transfiguration of an earthly Spirit into a cosmic one. It is an opening of memory closed on (for) all earthlings. It is the state when a cosmic Spirit begins conducting (governing) earthly soul, when the life begins opening from a cosmic scale, when one becomes aware of one’s role, one’s mission on Erath. It is a moment of inclusion into work, a permission to fulfill the planed mission.

 

And that happened to me in the spot that had a special meaning for Earth, the spot of the direct connection with many worlds and Hierarchies.

 

Having become aware of my life destination, I decided that it was time for me to comeback home. I stayed for a while longer in Japan to study everything that came (across) my way. Those were, of course, wonderful schools where the calligraphy and known to them sciences were studied. It was interesting for me to observe everything and I learned a lot. I noted everything. Everything was unusual.

 

I spent the nights in different dwellings, wealthy and poor. And everywhere, where I was offered a roof over my head, I was so grateful. I memorized one house, or rather a shack where a poor widow lived. She was so poor and weary of live that feared nothing and let the wayfarer in the door, knowing nothing about him. But I decided that her look that kept the memory of the past sorrow should change, and joy had to awake in her that she was granted life. Of course, that was not easy, but yet I started to retell about distant lands (countries), about other worlds, and love that had to be in heart whatever one happened to undergo.

 

Let many changes happen, let life change, but this feeling is basic for you, for it maintains in hearts the living fire of the Creator’s energy. And with this feeling, expressed towards all living beings in this world, you will not be embarrass by misfortunes.

 

And I had an occasion to tell the widow about that in her poor house where I was sleeping in the corner on the floor. But there I understood that I would go to such people who had to know the hard life. Oh yes, in that I saw the road, my service. And there was the goal – to give people everything I got to know and got aware of in thoughts, to help them see the world through love and goodness flow. Yes, that awareness of everything I had to fulfill came to me on the road, when I was travelling.

 

And that is why I am calling your attention to this – now we will go another way. Now we have another course – we will be building a new world. It will eliminate the old and outworn for the new age to come here. Let a new way be revealed! Let a new road be visible to you! Let changes come to you soon in the future. And let all plans and deeds be realized!

 

Teacher Christ

October 7, 2001

 

 

So I decided to return home. I got aware of the necessity of that. And I started on a journey to come back, and I was going different ways, and visited new places but stayed nowhere for a long no more, for I was hurrying home. The road home aroused delightful languor in my soul as I was getting aware of a forthcoming meeting with my own, close people. That thought made me go without stopping, almost without rest.

 

Of course, I did not always walk on foot; I took any opportunity to move faster and I was given those opportunities. I met the people who were moving in the direction that I needed with the help of different means of travel and I joined them. The trip back was not easy, but yet it seemed to be quite shorter than when I had been going there.

 

So, in that way I found myself in India again and, searching for a shorter road, I accidently came across a settlement where I asked to let me make a stop and I was given the permission, for I was worn out very much, my strength was drawing away, I had been traveling without stopping (already) almost for one year. I felt I had to take a rest, the place was favorable for that.

 

Besides, I saw amazing people who differed from the people I had met there. Those people were of amazingly strong constitution. Their features revealed that they were of another origin that was not related to local peoples. Their appearance itself and the view of their settlement indicated that they were representatives of another human race. I asked them for a shelter.

 

And an exception to the rules was made for me according to the decision of their council. They left me there or, to be more exact, they let me live with them. And there I lived with them for one year and a half, for I found them interesting and acquired many pieces of knowledge form them. And in the meantime I managed to win their favor, managed to gain their confidence, so they began to open for me surprising things about Erath and earthlings.

 

And there I had an occasion to know that they were the elders of the ancient race which had so ancient history that considered their ancestors to be the representatives of the first Earth’s civilization. They were Keepers of the ancient knowledge that was communicated (imparted) to the worthiest from generation to generation. Though the moment came when those Initiates did not see any more the one they could impart all they had stored (accumulated) to. The moment when all young people aspired to leave the settlement. To move deeper, into inaccessible places, was no longer possible and a majority refused that.

 

That smallest group that tried to preserve all that had been stored (accumulated), and it was ancient knowledge, stayed in isolation from the opinion of the majority of settlers who aspired to get rid of isolation. That was a crucial moment and the Great Keepers of the ancient knowledge knew that their settlement was doomed to assimilation and extinction.

 

They were searching for the one who could preserve (store) their great knowledge unknown to the earthlings until now. And at that moment I met them. They saw in me the one they were seeking after, the one who could preserve and use all obtained knowledge only for the good. That knowledge gave power over all living beings, but I had never used it with that purpose and imparted it to no one, for I did not want our Mother-Earth to be enslaved.

 

Those people were the descendants of the migrators (migrants) from Andromeda. Once they settled down here, on Earth. It was millions years ago. They brought into here a lot from their culture, from their scientific elaborations, their knowledge about cosmic worlds. Thanks to them the earthlings made a great leap in their development, the first Great civilization of Erath that had been existing over a long period of time blossomed out. The knowledge about the Creator, about God was also disseminated due to the Spiritual World from Andromeda.

 

This ancient knowledge can give great (powerful) impetus to the development of those who are living now, for this knowledge is related to (connected with) a new kind of energy yet unknown to you. The use of this power (force) can change many processes taking place (occurring, going on) in your world, many kinds of activity, and can expand the opportunities of the earthly humanity. But I will open this knowledge to you only when aggression and anger, hatred and unacceptance of each other leave your planet, when the word “peace” reigns supreme all over the territory of your Mother-Earth. Then you will be granted with the gift – amazing knowledge that will expand your opportunities in the communication with the worlds and your world unknown to you in many respects (spheres).

 

The possibility to use another energy will give you great advantages over your current (present) life. You will be able to live your life differently. You will be able to consider yourselves equal in your material accumulations (savings), for the majority will have equal opportunities.

 

Yes, and here we’ve come (here we go) again to dream about a new world that is already coming (to you) and knocking at you door. Now you can understand – the thought about this had come to me when I was in my earthly incarnation (I was incarnated here, on Earth). The dream about an amazing world, about the Golden Age here, on Earth, had come to me at that time. And then I had become a Keeper of that ancient knowledge in order to grant it to Earth in time.

 

I know we’ll be going a hard and very long way, but I know for sure the road will be straight – the road upwards, to the Father. And a young vineyard will appear on this road. It will be ripening when we pass. It will be ripe and juicy only at the right time. But yet it’s time for us to take/hit the road. Our idea is calling all of us to go forth.

 

Earth should get rid of coarse stratifications (layers/strata) and see Creator’s pure light. Now the time of changes will be coming, Transfiguration time, the time of wreath of love. And I am calling you to take the road, to go one way with me. It’s not an easy work (task) to go together, but we should go together keeping pace, without lagging behind.

 

And let your pure heart prompt who is telling you about all of this. And let love come into your world and tell you that only it reigns over our world.

 

Teacher Christ

October 15, 2001

 

 

I had lived in the settlement in the east of India about a year and a half. And then I got aware of the necessity to go to my native land. For me that road was the most attractive and desired. I was going home to my native land familiar (known) to me since childhood. I longed to meet my near and dear people (my family). That road seemed to me to be the longest, for I was counting the minutes having known nothing about my family for all those years.

 

And there the town was at last, familiar to me since childhood. Blooming gardens, a mountain, or rather a height – everything was familiar to me since childhood. I entered into my settlement. Yes, that was Nazareth. Over those years it had underwent slight changes. It widened and changed in its appearance, for in my memory it remained different.

 

I had left being an immature youngster and came back when I was thirty. And that age, to the local measures, was an advanced age when everyone already had a numerous family and became an honorable (respectable) head of his family – a father. I was approaching the house and hoped to find all my family at home sitting at table in the canteen (dinning room) my mother had maintained (kept).

 

Besides myself, my family consisted of two brothers and a younger sister who had been a ten-year-old child when I had left my father’s home. We had been friends with brothers, or to be more exact, I had not picked a quarrel, but they had been far from my thoughts and aspirations. And our sister had been just a little child. My mother had maintained (kept) a small canteen. She had been good at cooking and thus there had always been those who had desired to eat a tasty dinner.

 

The father had been a carpenter, always at work, but he had earned no big profit. We had been living not in great wealth but not in poverty either. There had always been enough food for everyone. Our house had been modest but neat and tidy, and people had always been reaching out to the mother and her canteen.

 

When I came back I did not recognize our house at once. It changed a lot, as if it became smaller. It seemed to me grey and unsightly (unattractive) after a parting (my separation from my family). My mother was at home and knew (recognized) her son at once. I was all wet from tears and embraces and could not understand where the father was, where my brothers and the sister were.

 

But soon everything clarified. Our father had passed away (died). The brothers were looking for a job. The sister had got married but her marriage seemed to be unhappy. The canteen was closed, and for the whole family hard times had come. And mother’s main concern was how to maintain (keep/feed) the family. And there I came back, at a hard moment for my family.

 

I realized my family needed support (assistance/help) and I went to the synagogue to ask the wise men for advice. On returning I was well-educated had knowledge and experience that exceeded the experience of all the (people) living there. And it turned out that one rich man needed a writer (clerk) and a man who knew the laws. And he employed me on a trial basis without pay (salary) only for food. And I agreed. I could not be a burden to my family, and on the contrary, I wished to help them for all those years that I had not helped.

 

I got down to work and learned (studied) the laws. My owner (master) was satisfied (pleased), and in a month he had to leave for Jerusalem and I went with him. He held a position of a judge and worked in Sanhedrim (Sanhedrin). He was acquainted with all wealthy families in the neighborhood and was even accepted by Caesar himself. And all authorities from Rome communicated with him and he received instructions from them.

 

And thus I found myself in Jerusalem, in the society where the money reigned supreme, where those were famous (well-known) who were rich, who had amassed much wealth no matter by what labour (no matter how). In that society was quite surprised at my manners and the knowledge that I had.

 

My tales about distant and unknown lands, about different customs amused them. And I imparted much to them. I entertained them. And I was offered a considerable post and lots of money and went along with that, for I took pity on my family. For my mother’s sake I decided to endure a lot, decided to take up a public post (position) as a secretary, or a writer (clerk) of the judge. That job showed me everything from inside – who was the ruler of Galilee, who was Roman vicegerent (governor-general, representative), who was the judge. I saw everything and sort everything out.

 

And at that moment the Roman came to the town. And among them there was a daughter of one rich councilor and we met – that meeting changed my life. I was invited to visit her and received (got) an invitation to stay there, in the wealthy house. And I became her husband, and mainly of her own accord (in accordance with her wish). I lived like that a little more than six months (half a year). And I received great gifts that I gave to my mother in full.

 

But there I began to languish and feel my life was going in vain, and not for that I had obtained vast knowledge. I felt deep disappointment and pain, for my wife, being pregnant, was going out with another man. I was disillusioned and thought the Father had deprived me of true love, and I repeated that to Him. At last, I made up my mind to leave, because my presence seemed to me absurd (because I looked out of place there). Besides, my wife was going to Rome. So, I dropped everything and went away (empty-handed / with empty hands).

 

That was a crisis in my soul. The moment of revelation of the true essence of my coming. The moment of insight. The moment of awareness of the necessity to chose the road. For me that road was the road to my Father.

 

I reverted to the former thoughts. I felt the necessity to infuse new current into the outlook of my compatriots. It was necessary to give them clear (free) and true notions (concepts) of the new time of modern age. At that moment the enlightenment dawned upon my soul and I saw my path, my road. 

 

My mission became revealed for me. Everything I wished to give people took shape of the teachings, the main criterion of which was love. That notion contained much inside itself. And first and foremost, that was love to God as to the Father. And there were mercy and compassionate treatment of a neighbor. And that was repudiation of the vengeance (revenge) and its main principle “eye for eye, tooth for tooth”.

 

A fire flamed inside my soul. I longed to realize all of my plans. I wished to (show) point out for those people the possibility of pure communication with God, for everything had turned into the formal worship, into implicit observance of rites (ceremonies) and rituals which brought no pure light of the Creator. The communication with God turned into adherence to the rules which were made dogmas. Meanwhile the word “God” itself awoke rather fear and slavish reverence before severe and stern (menacing) Lord (Sovereign) than love and sincere attitude to God as to the Father.

 

I felt it could no longer go on that way. I felt the Truth was closed for common people. I realized, my mission and my coming onto Earth consisted (lay) just in that – to change the world outlook of earthlings (through) due to free thinking devoid of dogmas and fanaticism, delivered from unnecessary victims no one needed, for the Father whom I heard accepted no victims.

 

New teachings had matured in my soul and longed to be revealed for everyone. Yes, at that moment it was ripe and should have given freedom to all those who were ready to accept it and hear a New Word, who were ready to advance (go on) and follow me. And I gave those who had followed me a new world outlook.

 

Teacher Christ

October 23, 2001

 

 

I’ve said that I had chosen the road. I was going home. I was going to the Father. I was going to a conscious decision to begin my service and therein lay my goal. I determined for myself the main activity directions. I had felt the support of Higher Forces and understood that I was on the right track (road).

 

I was going home, and first and foremost I decided to begin my service from the neighbouring settlements around Nazareth. From there I planed to start my road. For me that road was a special one, for I had gone thought many things and happened to know and see much but that road was the one that helped me to reveal the kernel of my mission. The road of awareness, the road of firm decision-making, the road of my manifestation (the road to reveal myself) – thus I can designate that road.

 

I received the permission from the Father to impart (pass) all I had accumulated (stored) to people, to fulfill all the highest potential put in me. That was the road of my joy which I had known to perfection, for true joy reveals itself in the highest service to God as to the Father.

 

I consider the moment of taking a firm decision to devote one’s life to service to be illumination, an impulse from above (from heaven), a moment of a conscious choice. High Spirits come down here precisely for this moment, to reveal themselves (for self-manifestation), to consciously give everything they have accumulated, to implement the Higher Forces’ program through self-devotion.

 

This desire should become an impetus, a breakthrough for activity, and its depth and strength (power) should be of such quality that no ordeals for a physical body could plunge a Spirit, striving for their highest goal, into fright or fear.

 

I knew that I was going to crucifixion. I knew there would be pain and throes, torturing and beatings, and afterwards there would be death. But that could no longer stop me, because I saw the goal. I realized the world required changes. I wished to make it possible for everyone to feel Love flowing from the Skies, to show them the possibility of pure communication with God Who was a Pure Source. I wanted to impart His stream of crystal purity to people, because I felt their life was turning into stagnant bog.

 

A new thinking forming process in me was over. And I was eager to begin a passionate sermon capable of stirring up many souls. I desired to use the knowledge I gained for the good of the living. I wished to find a group of pupils (disciple) able to accept my ideas, able to think differently – freely and openly. I wished to explain to people that God was alive, that I heard Him, and He had chosen me for the work as a Messenger of the Spiritual Spheres. He longed for changes in a human outlook. He wished to give everyone an opportunity for direct connection with Him through a new prayer which at that time immediately included one into our flow. A new prayer of that time, known to you as “Our Father”, was formed in me just thanks to that road.

 

My road was not long, but everyone I met was not passed by and left without attention. I talked to everyone, and listened to them all, and also let them hear me out. And that was mutual learning. I was studying a more accessible for understanding language, more acceptable analogs for common people’s understanding. I decided that my sermons would firstly be addressed to common people able to feel and sense the sincerity and rightness of a speaker. The flow of my thoughts was directed exactly towards the weak and suffering, for I wished to give them an opportunity to get rid of ailments and anguish through pure faith directed towards God as the Father.

 

True faith enables a miracle to occur, for thus all thought direction helps to fulfill what has been planed. The help of the people of faith is crucial for us, for this help, provided through your energy, has power and can even  the field out, can rectify the distortions in it, and also purify (it). And that is why I am calling upon you to accept new notions related to energies, for I want to give you new perception of old religious verities, and what I could not talk about at that time because the world was not prepared for that.

 

Now the moment has come when I can impart a lot to you in a different way, when I can share different knowledge with you and reveal many secrets. I think the time has come when I am calling you again to go with me, when everything that has become outdated has to be changed, and before us there is a new road waiting for us.

 

Teacher Christ

October 31, 2001

 

 

I have been talking about the road that led me out to the service. So, I wished to start the work immediately, and on my way I met a man who was going at the call of his heart to the community that had gathered near the bank of the Jordan River. There was a noted (well-known) prophet John, in your language, but I will call him Iohanan. It is closer to his spiritual name, known in other worlds.

 

I listened to everything the man told me about him and decided to change the road, and first I wanted to listen to what he was prophesying, what he was telling people about. I decided to see the fruits of his activity (labor) and find out whether the collaboration (joint activity) was possible.

  

And I should tell at once that I was not acquainted with him. That story telling that we were together in Jerusalem was made up much later, for I was not his relative and got to know about his activity only on my way. I decided to meet with him by all means and clarify for myself who he was and what he was calling people to. And it happened – we met. And let me tell about it a little.

 

We were going without stopping because my wayfarer was in a hurry. Our rest was short, we slept too little – we both were longing for a meeting each having his own aspirations in his soul. And finally by midday heat we reached a height and in the distance we saw a crowd of people. We headed for them, the water was enticing to us. Beneath the River Jordan flowed.  

 

We were walking down a shoal and finally approached the people who were listening to the Word Iohanan was prophesying. That was an amazing spectacle, especially for an onlooker, but that voice suddenly became painfully familiar to me and I did recognize him.

 

I recalled him through the revelation of my soul and recognized in him a soul brother not by birth, according to the flesh, but by the Spirit because I realized that he had come from our Spheres. That moment of acknowledgement and awareness of everything that was going on happened almost simultaneously in both of us because he also felt me. And at that moment our eyes met and we felt by thought the unification with each other and recognized a brother in each other, for the goal we both were aspiring to was one and the same.

 

I know the question will arise: who was he? What purpose did he come with? And I will give the answer. He was really the one who had initially (at first) to prepare many (a lot of people) for the thoughts and ideas I brought to them. Such preparation is always indispensable (essential, necessary), because people can accept another (different) energy through the Word only when they had appropriate preparation for this flow.

 

And Iohanan was sent therefore. He was the one who voluntarily assumed such mission, his service. And he began it under difficult (trying) conditions. He roused the people through the energy of his soul, he preached freedom in everything: life living, world outlook, and views. Meanwhile, he led severe and ascetic life, observed the Laws, obeyed all the commandments.

 

He did not call to revelry, debauch and immorality. Oh no! His sermon aimed at the establishment in oneself of free thinking unrestricted by all the alien, extraneous, and false, by the outlook that put frames and barriers for free thinking of a person. And that was just what I aspired to.

 

Iohanan called everyone to reconsideration of all their views, to the acceptance of a new world outlook through the purification of a soul, and symbolically one could initiate that act in him or herself through baptism – the washing of a soul through a body.

 

That was an act of a new world outlook acceptance through inner devotion (dedication) and expended thinking, the thinking that would lead to a new, different world outlook free from the extraneous and obsolete. It was necessary at that time, and it is necessary nowadays.

 

Iohanan was the first to pave the way for the New Word from the Creator’s new flow. His task was anything but easy, for he was agitating (exciting) public opinion. And he was rousing those who had a living thought in themselves, who had the veritably (true) faith in our Creator, those who were not fettered by the restrictive bounds of the religious principles, who were aspiring to a Pure Source.

 

He found them, because his sermon was vehement and impulsive. He spoke a tough (rigorous) but plain (understandable) language. He called people to wake up and feel forthcoming changes, he talked about a Messiah thus restoring in a soul of everybody who heard him the faith in the Creator’s justice. For God is alive, He sends here His Son as a Messenger.

 

Having acknowledged Iohanan’s world outlook being completely correct and true, I asked him in token of my faith and devotion to him to baptize me. For me that was an act of public purification, the purification of my soul, because I had felt the internal process through the external manifestation.

 

It comprised, first and foremost, my repentance. All my life appeared before me. I saw many things I had done differently than I had supposed to, a lot had been missed, a lot had been unfinished. I saw many things that had provided life experience to me but had been holding me away from the planned mission and goal.

 

Having reconsidered everything that had formerly hold me away from the set goal, I managed to reject everything needles and assume (take) a new service through a vow I made to God then. For me that vow was the only right choice of my path (road). It was conscious necessity for me.

 

That was the highest impetus to the service I was given. I began to hear the Father again Who had given the time for me to freely choose my road (path). And that flow of the Creator was visible for those who had an extended capability, extended vision of energies. For some of them it was a bird, a dove or another white bird. But Iohanan had an ability to hear the way I did.

 

He heard the Father’s Voice which proclaimed (heralded) my mission and role. In your language it sounds as “This is My Son, the dearly loved, in whom is My delight”. (This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased”.) Possibly, yes, here is the essence my soul (spiritual) brother told me about. Meanwhile, my memory was partly activated and I was initiated into the service to the Higher Forces and the Creator.

 

Everyone needs such moment for conscious perception of their mission, for restoration of those sources that will undoubtedly lead to the revelation of one’s true essence, will undoubtedly lead to the true view (perception) of the world and self-manifestation in it.

 

Initiation is a particular (special) ritual connected with the further activity of a Spirit, exactly a Spirit, for at this moment exactly a Spirit reveals, something that is an initial cause of this person’s existence. I was initiated through Iohanan, and at that very moment of baptism as my essence purification my memory was activated and I became aware of myself as a Spirit, as a particle of the higher Cosmic Entity.

 

I saw a lot, and the past got opened for me, and the future of my earthly reincarnation became visible for me, but that could no more stop me, for the opening of myself as a Spirit occurred in me, the opening of my Spiritual Essence. That manifestation (revelation) was essential for me, it opened another door for me, the door upward, to the Father, and the true (veritable) faith that I saw clearly the goal.

 

I am calling you to this too – to see the goal first and foremost, to know what we want and what I wish for you. And then the door leading to new knowledge (cognition), to a new world will be opened before you.

 

Teacher Christ

November 5, 2001

 

 

And later on I felt I needed solitude for conscious perception of the revelation I had received from the Father. I felt the necessity to detach myself from the world and people. My soul called for  that I needed that as the moment of separation of the past and the future through the present. I wished to stay alone. I wished to see through meditation the right direction of the road, my path, along which I would lead those who would hear me. I needed solitude without food and shelter for complete purification of my soul, purification of my inner essence.

 

This process enables certain leveling in an organism. Energies come to normal, because the state of meditation is conducive to this. Indian yogis know about this. They practice field leveling with the help of meditation. They also use soul’s coming out of a body. The state of mind concentration on one spot (point) leads to changes of body’s energy, to an ability to levitate.

 

This state is also conducive to inner opening, inner manifestation of all one’s abilities (resources) and skills – of all potential (put into one). This is the strongest impetus for activation of one’s underlying (deep) memory, for full (entire) awareness of oneself as a personality.

 

All self-perfection work yields a maximum result when there is unity with the One Spot (Point) existing in boundless cosmic spaces, and it is God.

 

And I wished to attain maximum connection with Him, to feel that I was His Son, that I was ready to serve His idea, that I was aware of what I was going to do. And I felt the necessity in that with every fibre of my being. I wished to stay in close unity with the Creator till I would feel Him, His energy deeply in myself.

 

I was giving away, or rather rejected everything earthly in myself. I activated (powered up) in myself the cosmic program that had been put into me. In order to accept new energies and work in pure flow of the Creator, it was necessary to “zero out” the organism.

 

This flow per se (in its pure form) is quite destructive for a human being. This energy has such power and force, that only specially prepared Spirits, who are energies conductors, can be in this flow. Any energy imbalance in an organism can lead to negative, or I would say, death influence (impact).

 

I was preparing myself to accept pure energies of the Creator. I was getting ready to go over to some different level of existence when my life no longer belonged to me. I was becoming a pure conductor of the energies of the Creator, Whose name, in your language, was Sabaoth.

 

I felt my close unity with the whole world of the Cosmos, with my Devine particle to the full there. I felt myself as the Creator’s Son bearing Love energy to all people. 

 

His energy was of quite different nature, quality, and composition. It differed from the energy I had felt in the temples and prayer houses.

 

His energy is different. It bears a flow of Love. He does not crave for victims and sacrifices, because it is an entirely different flow of energies. He wishes to give people freedom, to free their mind from crude/gross distortions, to free their designs and thoughts from everything that became obsolete and impedes moving forward (progress). I am the one who has been sent for this goal by the Father. I am the one who will bring in the energy of the Creator.

 

I came to that in desert having united my Spirit with the Creator. And at that moment I saw everything in a different light. I managed to repudiate the earthly pleasures (delights), managed to realize that my body was the highest conductor for those who was willing to bring good energy into the world, who longed for peace and Earth’s renewal. Those who have now the same goal, because the time for this has come.

 

Teacher Christ

November 16, 2001

 

 

The temptations in the wilderness. Did I have them? Of what sort and kind? What were they carrying and what were intended for? Yes, I was elevated by the Spirit to the wilderness. I spent there the time I needed and that time put everything into their places in me.

 

An earthly man is a Spirit robed in flesh in whom all the highest sleeps and the lowest nature inherent in this body and this soul acts. To awaken a Spirit in oneself, to say “I am a Spirit” is quite an uneasy task, for the lowest nature of a human, his personality, often does not enable, impedes this.  

 

So called temptations are conducive to opening. It is a necessary stage for revealing one’s true essence – a core, all accumulations are put into. Having elevated myself to the wilderness (desert) I, first and foremost, desired for the manifestation of my Spirit, of my highest particle connecting myself with God as the Father.

 

Yes, I went through all possible temptations, and those temptations were, first and foremost, a struggle in me, the struggle of my lowest nature that was a tempter for me and my highest nature that was Divine (Godly).

 

All those temptations were happening in me, for two beginnings were fighting – an earthly man. who desired to receive  all possible welfare from earthly existence, and a Godly man who felt himself a particle of God aware of all temporariness and perishable nature (frailty) of earthly blessings.

 

I was a human being, and nothing human was alien to me. I heard the Father, but from time to time the same doubts that you have arose in me (in my mind). Who was speaking to me? Could it be so that an ordinary human was the chosen man of God. And what if that was Satan? I needed to clarify all questions and dismiss all doubts. Who will prevail in me – God or Satan?

 

My body had to be purified from all earthly things because two particles in me had to be granted equal rights. Heavenly Spirit and earthly soul were contending and tempting each other. In the beginning my body suffered the torments of hunger, and the first temptation was caused by those torments when everything, the whole world, seemed to be concentrated in a piece of bread.

 

My inner essence was howling in hunger and insisted: “Address your request for this to the Father”. That is where a chance (an opportunity) for real corroboration: “ask and let these stones become loaves of bread and the grains of sand become water”.

 

That temptation was the severest for me, because the temptation of hunger, without water, is the strongest one for the opening (revelation), for the manifestation of a Spirit in oneself. I took inconceivably giant step in my consciousness when I managed to make my choice. I chose God – His energy, His strength. I came to believe that His strength lay in God’s Word, it was filled with energy and it would give me much more strength than vegetable loaves of bread.

 

“Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God”. I came to that axiom through the severe trials for the body. I gained the first victory over my lowest nature and that was designated by the fact that I no longer felt hunger because I felt my every cell filling with Father’s energy, His Light.

 

The hunger was gone, but the doubts didn’t leave me, and the voice inside me was whispering: “Put the Father to the test! Let Him show His might and power. Let Him deliver (save) you from death”.

 

And there were torments again – if God is speaking to me, it will not cost Him anything to show His strength, will it? What will it cost Him to observe (fulfill) the words said about Him: “He will command His angels concerning you,” and “on their hands they will bear you up, so that you will not dash your foot against a stone”?

 

Many songs are written in praise of God. Many of His deeds are glorified. He is Almighty. That’s not too much for Him to show a miracle so all of us come to believe, is it? Many (people) still succumb to this temptation and desire cheap and easy miracles just for fun thus justifying their disbelief and unwillingness to improve themselves.

 

A soul must work. Do not shift your duties onto the Creator, because He always works. He serves you giving His energy to the worlds, your planet, and you personally. And what is your service to Him? Where is the equivalent energy interchange?

 

It appears only after your overcoming this temptation – the temptation of our heart, for we, having not known ourselves and our abilities (potential), desire to put only the Father to the test. But He needs no temptations. A human being needs them because the struggle with Satan takes place in every person. A human hears two voices.  Figuratively, there are the voice of Satan, of one’s lowest, earthly nature, and the voice of God, of one’s highest nature.

 

But usually the majority does not hear the voice of God because they have forgotten the main truths, forgotten about their Devine particle having torn off their connection with God. And it is necessary to restore (renew) this connection. Your heart is capable of this. It can hear, feel and sense the difference between two voices.

 

Do not put the Lord your God to the test. Believe that He is inside you and hears you not somewhere far away but here right beside you. In you, in your inner Devine particle, there is something that connects you with Him, and it is the pillar of your Spirit, and it is something that does not succumb to temptations.

 

I became fully aware of that (I realized that in full measure) when I acknowledged Father’s voice through my heart without conformations (evidences). I did not succumb to the inward (inner) temptation and manifested (showed) true faith which broke the fetters of (on) my heart and revealed in all its purity.

 

True faith springs only from (through) an open heart. It needs no proofs, for it is blood for a Spirit. Without it a Spirit can not realize itself, as a High Spirit has only clear, purified notions, and they fill all its being. Having conquered Satan, your lowest nature, you will see (behold) in you a Spirit, your true essence. Your criteria and assessments will shift to a large extent. You will enter into another flow connecting with us.

 

And that is what you need. And that is what I needed, because the world appeared before me in another light, was filled with Father’s love. I felt myself inspired, the chosen one by God, God’s Son. I felt my strength, the strength of my Spirit, and due to this victory (triumph) I felt the third temptation – the temptation by my abilities (potential) and skills.

 

Fame, power, money. Ain’t they a temptation for the most of the living? Ain’t it a chance (opportunity) to choose between Satan and God? Ain’t it what your lowest nature is craving for – worshiping material values?

 

“Bow before Satan, forget about God”, – this voice is whispering to you. Those who did not pass this test won’t escape it, because few (not many) (people) passed it with dignity in their previous incarnations and now are delivered (free) from it.

 

Having received Creator’s gifts, such as other vision, the ability to heal, clairaudience, and many others, people aspire to turn them into material accumulations (savings) forgetting that these gifts are granted to them for the development of their Spirit but not for the delight of their body. This is a strong temptation – to own wealth, become omnipotent, rule over the world. Who wouldn’t be fascinated with this?

 

This is a desperate fight, and I won it. I chose the road to God, for I gave Him all of my heart without remainder, and no mind’s arguments exerted influence upon me. I felt that my Kingdom was not of this world. I was a Spirit, and that was my basis (foundation). That mind’s temptation led me to that statement and strengthened (fixed) it in me. I felt my victory (triumph), the victory of my highest entity which won the battle and revealed a lot in me.  

 

I became to understand life and its sources deeper. I became more aware of my sensations. I felt the energy of the Creator. I began to see clearly (I was enlightened), because henceforth God wielded power over me. I am the Son of God. And I came to this thought in the earthly wilderness. And there two truths and two paths were fighting (struggling) in me – the heavenly path and the earthly one. And I did vanquish all temptations.

 

I turned on (activated) feelings, heat, and mind (reason). There my nature was purified, having got rid of empty thoughts. And I derived there the Truth about God as about Great Entity (Essence) – the Father. And I came to believe there in the Road, that Path which I felt deeply in myself.

 

Teacher Christ

November 20, 2001

 

 

I underwent true purification in the wilderness. Everything alien was gone. My true essence got denuded, became bare, having found out in itself the potential for activity. I aspired to reveal everything that was concealed in me, aspired to discover myself. There came my time. The time that had to put everything into place and unite, joint the efforts of the Light World and the God-Creator through me.

 

The task I undertook presupposed decisive action. It was necessary to choose the right place where those who were able to distinguish, or detect, new energies flowing (coming) from the Creator, had to be found (out). I had to find those who had come here with the same task, who had the same goal but did not realize it so far. That was the highest goal – to make humanity awake. A new flow, a new Word would do their work in that direction there. Creator’s energies had power and force.

 

I was capable of imparting them to people. I was connected to the Creator. I was a bearer (conductor) of His ideas and designs. His strength was granted to me. I felt Creator’s flow as creative power capable of performing actions, capable of working miracles, according to the earthly notions.

 

My knowledge was reinforced with Father’s strength, and I felt deeply that strength. My body underwent significant changes. It was transformed, transfigured into a somewhat different body because it acquired a capability to conduct Creator’s pure flow. I felt that filling with pure light. I felt great changes in me – both physical and moral. Creator’s energy became spiritual bread for me, my daily bread I no longer thought to live my life without. This “bread” can nourish all the living and fill them with life-giving energy.

 

The heavenly Father let me feel His presence in full. I felt it through the power and might I sensed after days-long fasting. In pure flow of thanksgiving I was coming back home, to my house, to my family and friends. I decided to issue my first appeal in my native settlement, where, as it seemed to me, many of those who knew me would understand what I wanted to give them and would respond to my call.

 

I dreamed of that but my dream never came true, for I had no experience of communication with many people (great number of people). I came back home being in the state when all aspects of activity as a Teacher were unfolding before me. My hour had struck. The time had come.

 

On my way home I met a group of people who were sad because of my spiritual brother John’s arrest. He was in prison and his numerous followers dispersed all over the environs, disillusioned with such outcome. They longed to find the successor (follower) their teacher was telling them about. Where was he? What would show (display) himself in? I had somehow to reveal myself, my abilities and skills in order to attract attention to myself and join in the work. And that opportunity soon presented itself, for our family received an invitation to the wedding to the Cana settlement.

 

Weddings of those times had multiple meaning. That was an assertion of two persons’ marriage act and also a social and cultural event, because it gave an opportunity for communication and self-expression of many people. And that was also an opportunity to unite many acquaintances and strangers (unfamiliar people) in happy meeting, an opportunity to find like-minded people, those who would support you.

 

I knew that many of John’s followers had been invited to that feast. Those were the most prepared souls, already awakened. And they, having been dispersed (separated), had to unite in Cana. There I had to reveal (show, display) my abilities and skills. And those who would be able to understand, what was going on, would follow me.

 

I longed for communication, because the time of my isolation was over. I felt that certain work was going on inside me. My thoughts got formed (took shape) in me and wished to be revealed to people. I went there in the hope that it would be my first meeting people as a Teacher, as Father’s Messenger.     

 

Luxurious (pompous) celebration was going with a swing, and all thoughts of the invited guests, gathered at the feast, were absorbed with viands, food (refreshments), and uproarious merriment. The time was going on and I couldn’t just find those who wished to listen to me, those who would stay in their pure mind not turbid with (dimmed by) a large amount of wine.

 

What did my power (strength) and manifestation lie in? It lay in the power (strength) of the Creator. Creator’s energy is capable of creating, transfiguring substance (matter). Water is the most suitable for this. It is a life source. It contains the basis on which the life on this planet is built. Other planets have a different composition (formula) of this life-giving moisture, essential for maintaining life of the living beings of (a) biological species. The Creator, Who materialized here the water of (with) this composition, can change its composition with the help of His energy.  

 

As a conductor of Father’s pure energies I was able to change the composition of water with the help of Father’s energies. And I did that. The composition of water, its chemical formula, was changed. It got filled with the heightened hydrogen ions, the oxygen got enriched and also changed its composition, which changed the taste of water.

 

For the majority that was wine, as the taste was changed. And having found no analogs with anything familial, all the people, having drunk the water, associated it with wine. Thoughts reinforced moistures effect. The concentrated thought about a miracle made it (turned it into) a miracle.

 

And the wedding reached its highest level of the uproarious manifestations (expressions) of the feast participants. But I was at that moment as if divided into two, because I did not wish to entertain those who had come to the feast. I wanted to attract the attention of those who were seeking the Truth, but they were absorbed in their thoughts. And though the miracle didn’t remain unnoticed, it didn’t satisfy my desires and aspirations.  

 

And I desired to reveal (express) myself in a new way. I desired to hold a talk with people. I wished to give them the new notions that I acquired in the wilderness and on the road, obtained though the temptations that did me good (that were all to the good). I wished to give that highest outlook that had to change the world there.   

 

Teacher Christ

November 26, 2001

 

 

It was time for me to begin my activity, my mission, my service as a Teacher. And in the beginning I was faced with the burning (urgent) question about disciples (pupils), because a Teacher is the one (someone) who gives (provides) knowledge, teaches those who acknowledge him as their Teacher. To reveal (find) the followers I needed I had to address to many people, because disciples had to be revealed gradually, becoming apparent (showing themselves) through my sermons (preaching).

 

I came to Nazareth, the town of my childhood, my youth. I wished to appeal to the compatriots of my native town, as they were the nearest (closest) and most familiar to me. My first sermon was delivered in a synagogue in the presence of many people who heard me (were listening to me). I wished to announce (herald) good news to them. I wished to inspire their hearts with joy arising (emerging) from the awareness that they happened to come into that (this) life at the amazing time of epochs change.

 

Rejoice, for the Kingdom of God is near! And in these words the idea, or the thought of the joy bearing (brining) changes for the world is concentrated. God as the Father wishes to reveal Himself though me. I am a conductor of His energies, His Word as creative energy. Because everything I was uttering (telling) was coming from Creator’s flow and therefore had such might and power.

 

The attention of many those who heard me was riveted on me. The eyes of those present were directed to me (turned on me). That was the first time I had spoken in the presence of many people. I was speaking knowing no fear or confusion (embarrassment), because all my thoughts were arranged in an orderly manner, into a well-formed system of my world outlook.

 

It is a wonderful (amazing) state when the words are flowing straight from the heart receiving from there an unprecedented (unknown) impulse drawing (evoking) a response of those who hear.

 

Many were standing fearing to move (stir), listening attentively to their sensations (feelings) and thoughts. But there were those who caught in my words prophecies, a portent (presage) of their overthrow, or to be more exact, dethronement of those indisputable truths they were guarding having power (authority) and might therewith.

 

A new flow heralded new vision (view) of the world, free notions of many things that became unshakeable law, having lost sincerity and openness therewith. I wished to ruin that stubbornness (stagnation), that fixed routine. I wished to give the world new outlook of open notions through the flow of the Creator, the One Who at that period of time (moment) had assumed sole control over Earth. He wished to become apparent (be manifested) through me. He desired for the world to feel the difference between the things that had become Old and obsolete and the things that were brining the New.

 

Yes, my first sermon was the most passionate and emotional. I wished to speak openly. Yes, probably, it had to be so, but my emotionality led to the protest of many people and even to the indignation of some of them.

 

I left out of account the old expression, because I forgot or overlooked (made no reckoning of) the current at that time expression: “no man is a prophet in his own country”. I longed to open myself before my fellow tribesmen, before familiar faces. I longed for understanding and enlightenment (insight) having forgotten that everything known and familiar seemed to a large extent to be simple and ordinary (usual) and everything coming from far away seemed to be bearing enigma and mysteriousness.

 

The wise men retreated in the face of Wisdom, but stood up to the one who was speaking, disbelieving that God’s Word could proceed out of (from) the local carpenter’s son. That was the moment when the feeling of disbelief and the negation of the true essence of what was going on prevailed (gained a victory). “How could a boy we know from childhood utter (mouth) the truths, having stepped over us? Where is esteem and respect?”

 

And the result of such thinking affected (reflected on) me. I had to be expelled with threats, and not only with them, but also with all rude manifestations (expressions) of human nature. I was exiled not only from the synagogue. No! Immediately the decision was taken to exile me from the settlement. I did not resisted (opposed), because the number of the indignant was great and indisposed the majority against me, though many of them joined later and did not know the cause (reason) of what had happened.

 

I felt certain confusion in my soul, because what I wished to give people by no means portended for me such coarse resistance. I encroached upon God’s Word, upon the unshakable (ancient) age-old laws. I dared to treat God as the Father not with slavish obedience but with filial respect.

 

I pointed to a New Path (Way), straighter Road that would unite all the living into a singe whole – one common world outlook of all thinking (intelligent) beings. The New Word from the Creator’s new flow broke against the consciousness barriers of the majority, but those barriers were already old and decrepit because they had lost the Primary Source having no more possibility of (for) constant renewal (update) of the Word as energy potential.

 

The Word, like the water, flowing out of a pure spring, extends its influence purifying swamps, filling up rivers, seas, and oceans. And without this Source, without advance the water would turn into stagnant mire showing indications of decay and turbidity. It would go moldy, would be filled with different microorganisms that would be extracting from the wholesome liquid the best of it.

 

And where is this leading? Nowhere. No inflow, no motion, no pure Source. So is the Word. It is wholesome only when it is flowing out of a pure Source, when with its power, its flow it can extend the frontiers, bring freshness and purity into flowing waters. One little spring – the source of life-giving moisture (water) – can supply numerous lives, can clean your body with its amazing (wonderful) composition. And a soul? It can be cleansed only by the Word from the Creator’s new flow filled (saturated) with new force and new energy.

 

I wished to give people an opportunity to drink (from) the pure spring of the Divine Love, to feel deeply the coming changes, the new energy through the new Word from the Creator’s flow.

 

In the beginning it is very difficult to accept this and believe this, because the majority has underdeveloped sensations at the level of high feelings.

 

I have not come to you embodied in a material body. Now (at present) there is no need for this. I am not threatening you with anything. I wish to give you the new Word from the Creator’s new flow. And herein lies my goal, my true service to the humanity and Mother Earth. I wish to awaken many.

 

My sermon (preaching) in the settlement was rejected. I was exiled from the town. I went through coarse mockery, humiliations, and that plunged (immersed) me into the state of confusion of all feelings, of everything I had in me. I left the settlement and went out into the road. I was going ahead without knowing what was waiting for me below the turn (kink). I knew there were highwaymen, in woods they were hidden. I was going ahead without knowing that many things would open and reveal themselves to me, because I was approaching a discovery that would stay in my memory forever.

 

Teacher Christ

December 4, 2001

 

 

I left my childhood town and headed further on. I was going along the road leading to the village of Nahum. This place is known to you as Capernaum. Why did I choose that way? I knew that there were people who were attending John. They went there having left the Cana wedding. We had come to an agreement about our meeting there in order to talk in more detail.

 

So, I went there. And on the way I came across some wayfarers who were in a hurry to get there and knew a short cut across the hills and woods. So, I went with them. The road seems to be much shorter when there are travelling companions by your side and it is pleasant to converse with them. And so we were walking and saw the woods, or rather a glade. And we decided to spend the night there. We lighted a campfire and began to cook a meal having unpacked our scanty worth of food.

 

Our conversation had been lasting already for a long time. One of the wayfarers was inquisitive and felt the need to know everything and make sense of many truths that had plunged him into doubts concerning many of the Judaist rules and numerous obscure things in the Torah. I talked and answered all his questions that were arising during the explanations. And thus having been carried away by our conversation we did not mention the noise that definitely would have seemed suspicious. And only when riders appeared before us all of a sudden, we stopped our conversation, because the villagers standing before us were far from being peaceable and were frowning and casting their sharp glances. Their behavior and disposition (inclinations) betrayed the martial (warlike) people.

 

“The Zealots”, – the thought pierced my mind – highwaymen, bandits who, using the idea of people’s liberation as a cover, rob them and destroy everything. Everyone all over the neighbourhood was afraid of them, because those who could not and did not want to earn an honest livelihood were gathering there, those who were aspiring to seize everything by force, and so were comforting (consoling) themselves with the idea that they go to struggle for liberty and justice.

 

They came to us because the campfire had become visible to them and food’s smell drew them, and they decided to call on us (to come to see us). I was keeping silent and that inquisitive man was replying to them. He told them everything, answered all the questions and said the phrase about me: “This man knows a lot. He can interpret the Torah.”

 

The one who was looking at us with a steely glance suddenly said to those who were standing behind: “Capture them all and bring to our camp.” So, we went having left our supper. The riders surrounded us before and behind. The highwaymen’s halt (camp) was not far. They were not many but seemed to be morose and wild. They had little curiosity about us and were busy with their own affairs, preparing the places for the night and mending their outfit. But the one who brought us decided to converse with me to know better who I was, and where I was going, and what I actually wanted.

 

In the beginning our conversation was not going on well, because I did not see any support for my words in the souls of those who were listening to me. But afterwards I took my mind off that. And I recalled Abbas, the way he talked with all the people making no differentiation between those who were attending him and those who just only heard him but did not want to listen carefully and deeply understand.

 

At first I talked about a soul, the Divine particle given to us by our Father. I talked about that Harmony of the Universe which was brought into the world created by the Creator. I talked about the world, the Universe, about the Creation and about the creation that was called Human.

 

And gradually many of them were gathering around us wishing to listen and trying to deeply understand our talk. And I saw that I melted their souls and they softened the sentence which was awaiting us. But I managed to move their thoughts away from their worldly everyday affairs, managed to make them rise. The eyes of many warmed up and looked at me just like a cat looks at a mouse.

 

I was talking and soon the nighttime slipped away, it vanished. The dawn was breaking. The sky was turning pink. And soon, all of a sudden, a thin strip of the sun appeared. Yes, the night had gone. The morning came. I had been talking all night long. I did not lose the hope that I awakened their souls, woke up their conscience.

 

The sun appeared in all its glory. The rays reached us. And I will never forget that – that morning, day and hour when I saw an amazing vision in the sky: the star and sun were merging together, and a large white bird was flying by the sun and in a moment merged with it. The bird was flooded with the crimson (purple) glow and became pink. I felt it was the Father’s sign. It is imprinted in my memory forever. At this moment everyone was silent because there arose the moment when a soul woke up and reached out for the true Light in openness having known herself.

 

 Teacher Christ

December 12, 2001

 

 

to be continued...

 


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